hard to believe it's been almost 2 years. feels like yesterday...they say life goes on, but you know part of me went with you..i made all of these promises. i know you would be disapointed in me... nothing is the same.i think of all the good times we had.. i remember just holding your hand because you were scared, how i tried not to cry in front of you,i tried to be strong.. but i was a mess inside,,i don't think 2 sisters could of been as close as we were..and i miss you so much...